I snapped at my religious teacher today. Yes. I never snap at hooman when I am outside (jie jie: but you ever snapped at me when I tried to remove some matted fur on your body and when I cut your nails! Am I not a hooman to you?) I will only snap at doggies whose nose got too near to my carrier. But today, I snapped and everyone was very surprised as I am always known to be a good and well behaved girl.
But at the temple today, a few people there wanted to carry me but I dun like to be touched or carried by any other hoomans except the 4 hooman slaves I have at home . I kept running away from them but they decided to trap me and force me into submission. They surrounded me and I had nowhere to run and I got nervous so when my religious teacher tried to grab me from behind, I screamed and I turned and I snapped at her on her arm. She wasn't injured, only suffered some scratches, souvenirs left by my cute little teethie. Mummy said that I was bad for snapping, I know I shouldn't have snapped, but ... but ... but ... I was only try to pawtect myself. Am I wrong to do that?
Although daddy and jie jie told me that it was alright and that it wasn't totally my fault, I am still feeling very unhappy and I felt restless.
I think the next time I got out, I want to look dirty, messy and ugly so that no one will think that I am cute and try to carry me again. Sob...